Tasty
A gallon of water and 1 liter of cranberry juice later, i’m back to normal. Whoo hoo Mother Nature!
Tried to eat a chicken sandwich the other day and I threw up. Tried to eat a hamburger and fed it to the dog. Tried to eat a corn dog and was successful! My ability to eat the meaty bits of another creature is waning. Ask my parents, I used to refuse anything with bones, veins, ligaments, or faces(think rabbit on a stick) when I was growing up. I put that behind me for a while, but now I’m back to that same routine. Hugo has had mostly a vegetarian diet since the late 70s and he’s still alive. I think I can make it.
Now that is a distinction I hate. Vegetarian. All this tree huggy poo stink about the animals and blah blah blah. I am not a Vegetarian. I just get physically ill when I eat dead things. It’s part of being Bug i guess. I still love hot dogs. I’m not totally evil.
I put off renewing my membership cause I thought someone else might want to join with me. Seeing as how that isn’t going to happen probably, I have to go by there and give them more money and apply since my membership expired. I’ve been having really strong urges to run lately. That and ride a bike. I could probably get away with just buying 2 pieces of equipment and running to the basement whenever I need to blow off some steam, but I need to hold on to my savings a little while longer for my deposit on the Tiburon. We finally got all the paper work lined up and hugo is currently hammering out the figures with them right now. Ugh. Maybe next week, or the week after.
Or maybe we’ll wait for the 2006s to come out cause they all have ABS Standard instead of being ass raped by having to purchase the highest option package with a cd changer, leather seats, sunroof, and other bullshit I don’t need. Who knows. Till then, the Deetle and I ride on. *rocks out*
My piercing has totally calmed down, so i’m going to get a curved barbell here in a second while we’re out doing our errands. Had a good week. No drama. No craziness. Lots of stress gone, for now.
Not even with someone elses pole…
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Sometimes things happen and it totally surprises you. It can be nice or it can be painful or it can be downright cold in how shocking it is. All of today was the latter feeling. Not something I enjoy (and not what you think), but it will be resolved in it’s own time.
There are 7 books beside my bed that I’m reading.
- PHP & MYSQL Web Development
- PHP 5: Build Your Own Database Driven Website
- Search Engine Visibility by Shari Thurow
- The Science of Self-Realization by His Divine Grace AC Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada
- Web Standards Solutions by Dan Cederholm
- Mac OS X Panther for Unix Geeks
- Journeys Out of the Body by Robert A Monroe
So far the most interesting has been the Science of Self-Realization. I was approached by a monk in saffron robes in the mall who asked for a donation in exchange for the book. Anyone who knows me, knows I am unable to turn down a book. This was about….5 years ago, I’m guessing. Anyway, I identify with a broad range of ideaology, spirituality, and such…anyone with a bit of sense can find SOME merit in every “theological” text. For instance: Thou Shall Not Kill. Pretty standard. Pretty good idea.
I’ve got about 15 pages left to go on The Vampire Lestat. I have 2 more Anne Rice novels to read but for some reason I am unable to put this one away. Boo. I suck.
Search Engine Visibility turned out to be a waste of money. I should probably read my books when I get them and not 6 months later when I can’t return them to Amazon and wail about what a crock of poo I bought. I am apparently doing everything right. Go common sense!
Crontab loves you. It wants to cuddle by the fire. Make sweet, sweet love to the crontab and give it a cronjob.
I should be working (yes at 2am…) but I am instead drawn to BLOGGING my dark little SOUL away. Oh well. I’m really friggin tired now. Sleeps. Good night internets.
The Karmic Web and The Ego’s Game
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Love, compassion and allowing keep you free and independent of others' consequences. Without judgment, you remain free. Being drawn into other people's issues is often our downfall. We can discuss matters, advise carefully and be there for someone, but judgment is the banana skin we slip on.
Our past determines our perception of truth in this moment. Because we have placed judgment on past events and people, we cannot see clearly in the present. When we judge a situation, we have said that we know the answer to this person's problem, but no two people tread the same path. No two people share exactly the same feelings. No two people experience the same reality, so how can we know what is exactly right for another soul?
Love and compassion are your tools. Each person needs to play out the roles and learn the lessons of his or her individual path, and move on without interference. Don't weave unnecessary karmic webs - become free. [continue]
And that is all I will say about that.
Yet another fun fun post from ME. Yes you love me. I just got back from Lowe’s where I bought this. It’s for the lights over my tub in the bathroom. Hugo installed the Decora switches yesterday but the dimmer he had dug up for me was broken or he broke it. I’m not sure. The bathroom is getting closer and closer but we’re still a long way off.
Check list for the bathroom:
- Finish stripping all wallpaper and resurface walls
- Install the speaker in the ceiling
- Replace door, door knob, baseboards, flooring, & vanity
- Install new plubming fixtures
- Install laundry shoot
That last one is going to be fun…cause there is this area of the bathroom that has no plumbing/electrical or anything in it…so we’re going to knock a hole in it and it’s a straight shot to the closet in the laundry room down stairs. That should actually be a pretty easy mod.
The really annoying part of all this remodeling is that 80% of the materials are already here and bought and paid for. We just don’t have the time (that’s Hugo’s problem) or the skill (that’s my problem) to make it happen.
gettin it
It’s been a while so heres a half-assed update that will more than likely bore the stuffins out of you all but you know you love it, you masochists.
Navel Project: Progressing happily. Hit the 9 week mark tomorrow. Crusties completely gone, tiny bit of dry skin right around the entry and exit holes, redness gone, left with a slight pink around the upper hole, no pain, no oozing, no swelling. I have discovered that my navel piercing is quite deep and will be a pain in the ass to heal but very rad because it’s not typical to have it pierced this deep and if i could ever get rid of my pooch on my tummy it would be a very bizarre looking surface piercing. I’m down with that. I want to tell everyone about my tattoo plans but I am afraid to because they are both very special to me and…..I’d probably kill if someone stole my ideas. So. We wait for pictures. *pets*
I’m supposed to be designing the navigation for a customer right now but I have no brain cells left from working all the time for several months and am looking forward to copious amounts of slacking this weekend…not to mention tequila and rum.
I just realized that if i ever got an iBook or a TiBook i would name it…. Tequila. “I’m going to go hit Tequila for a few hours in my room…catch you cats later.” “I’m going to go to the internet cafe and cruize around with Tequila in my lap.” Thats probably not as amusing to everyone else as it is to me.
Car Project: I ordered a cold air intake kit for the Tiburon that I don’t have yet. I also have quotes from 4 different window tinting establishments. I AM SO READY.
My HBH-660 totally took a shit and died. It’s waiting to be shipped via UPS to the place of broken thingies while I twiddle my thumbs as they look at it and say, “Yep, it’s broken,” and ship me a new one. I will probably get rid of the new one because…the HBH-660 has this annoying hum whenever you call someone and it buzzes in their ear for 2 seconds while…some crazy tecnho magic happens and then you both get to talk/hear. I hear it in Hugo’s everytime he calls me and it drives me INSANE.
What, you were looking for some point to this post?
We finally got iWork 05 (Hugo ordered the single license and not the family pack license. The single keeps you from using more than one copy on the network and you are forced to register it.) I can say with confidence that Apple still owns me. Pages is beautiful and complex and simple at the same time. I threw up the first time i tried to use Quark (no really) and have since been terrified of page layout programs. Break out the hallelujahs, this only took me 10 minutes to be up and flying. I have no use for Keynote, so I can’t tell you how good/weird/bad it is.
I hope you have given up hope for some semblance of coherence…nary a modicum you shall find!
I like vocal trance. I like tater babies ALMOST as much. That’s a lot people. Is anyone still reading? I am almost finished with The Vampire Lestat and I will be very sad to see it go. My phone is randomly turning itself on. Speaking of phones, look at this!
“What is that noise,” she wondered as she got up to investigate. “Hello? Is anyone there?” BOOOOOOM She turns, she looks out the window and “OMG it’s raining. Nevermind.”
Ok I guess I’m done. We’re going to dinner tonight. I’m excitedish. I’m going to go now. Really.
Now. No now. My butt looks bangin in these pants. Ok, now. I bought a toe ring and a new choker. OK FOR REALS I’M AUDI 9000!
