Beka, The Librarian
I am a creature who loves routine. I love having organized cleaning supplies. I love every label in the pantry to be faced. I love structure, dicipline, and organization.
Do I have any of that in my life right now?
Fuck no.
So my new plan is to have a schedule. It will be the PERFECT schedule and woe be upon anyone’s head who tries to deviate from my schedule. Hehehe. It won’t be quite that bad but, honestly, I need it. SO. Here’s the rough draft:
5am: Up, get to gym
5:30-6:30 : Workout, maybe 5 – 10 minutes to tan in the spring (for i be ultra optimistic)
7am: Home, wake up hugo, start coffee for morning meeting, shower
8am: Have morning meeting
9am: Walk & Feed Dub
9:30am: Wash Dishes, Make beds, once over w/ vacuum cleaner
10am- 12pm: Work
12pm: Lunchies (hahaha, yeah right)
1pm-6pm: Work
6pm: Start Dinner
7pm-9pm: House Stuff (Laundry, give dog a bath, dust, play video games, etc.)
9pm-10pm: Read a bit in bed or play more video games
10pm-11pm: Dead to the world till 5am
Sounds reasonable, right? We’ll see.
Bing! Toast!
T
Put your music player of choice on shuffle and answer the following questions with the names of tracks that play, in the order they come up.
Q: What do you think of me, media player?
A: Flesh – SNOG
Q: Will I have a happy life?
A: Thaeter – Marilyn Manson
Q: What do my friends really think of me?
A: Too Long – Daft Punk
Q: Do people secretly lust after me?
A: Keine Lust – Rammstein (That rocks me so hard i’m speechless.)
Q: What should I do with my life?
A: (You’re My) Soul and Inspiration – The Righteous Brothers
Q: Why must life be so full of pain?
A: We Have A Dog To Exercise – Sopor Aeternus
Q: How can I maximize my pleasure during sex?
A: New Genious – Gorillaz
Q: Will I die happy?
A: Everythings Cool – Pop Will Eat Itself
Q: Can you give me some advice?
A: The Prophet Said – Lacuna Coil
Q: What do you think happiness is?
A: Wonderful Place – N*E*R*D
Q: What’s my favorite fetish?
A: Para-noir – Marilyn Manson
Truth
I am so excited I don’t know what to do with myself.
I apologize if this turns into a rambling idiot fest, really wanted to try to keep this coherent.
- I hid my absinth in my room. It’s for ritual only, and now it’s the only alcohol in the house.
- I am solidly under 160lbs for the first time in 9 years. If I cut my hair, I’m sure it’ll get better.
- I have 50% of my holiday shopping done.
- I haven’t made reservations for The Day but I will get around to it.
- Karma Dusting Powder on it’s way to me! MmMmMmMm. Vegan/Organic body care. Check em out!
- I ordered 6 tins of Gypsy Tea. Some for me, some for gifts. Organic & Fair trade. ♥
- Bought a brushed stainless CrockPot at Wal-Mart for $15…WOOT
- I want a window box stuffed full of these so bad i am going to CRY
- Hugo finally agreed we should move operations into the basement and turn the house back into a home. Yay!
on a lighter note
First, the frightening bit. I’m going to be an aunt. My little brother, Matt, is going to be a daddy.
Second, Someone please help me remember to remind us to breathe. Thank you.
That is all.
Goodnight.
PS, I keep writing these LONG essays in this edit box and then something comes up or the power goes out or i hit the wrong thing cause i’m a dumb ass and anyway…the things i write go away. Make bug mad. Maybe it’s not meant to be. Maybe i should get more sleep.
redo
Mood today markedly improved.
Things of note:
- Cousin had her baby!
- Daisey found a job
- I have been digging through vegetarian cookbooks to wow my family at Thanksgiving
- Harry Potter is playing at The Pinnacle in Knoxville in digital
- I’m really craving some italian food
Dub’s shots are due in December. DA2LP-P-C, Rabies, Heartworms, Fecal Exam, We got a notice from the vet that he got fixed at (but no shots with) and not one from the other vet who we had his ears done at, his shots, all his other testing… Interesting. Hugo ordered him a really nice chew proof bed. hopefully he won’t be a total tool and find a way to destroy it. In that case, we’re so shipping him out to some farm somewhere. Seriously.
Now that I’m thinking about it, I’m going to have them run a thyroid panel on Dub. The other vet wouldn’t do it, but I think it needs to be done. Dub loses way too much fur, his skin is too dry, his vision is poor, and he doesn’t put on any weight no matter what or how much you feed him.
I found my guitar string bracelets in some stuff my mom sent to me. Score! Now that I don’t have any arm fuzz, I can wear them without swearing 30 times in an hour.
Well I have a little work to do before the slacking can commence, and hopefully a little time to love on Hugo then it’s dinner and a show! I can’t wait! *gasp* OMG I’m so having popcorn. I haven’t had popcorn in about 2 years.
MmMmMm…delightful sodium crusted, saturated fat soaked corn nuggets of love, COME TO ME!