Jul 11 2008

confusing times.

“It’s like all those stories where someone is assaulted on the street and a hundred witnesses do nothing,” continued Turley. “In this case, the Fourth Amendment is going to be eviscerated tomorrow, and a hundred people are going to watch it happen because it’s just not their problem. … There’s not an ounce of principle, not an ounce of public interest in this legislation.”


Jul 5 2008

agenda.

am currently considering new traditions for self/world improvement. pedicure on saturday nights. uu on sunday mornings. vegan brunch at the tomato head following the uu-ing. pflag meetings on thursday nights. trip to nashville for trans-activism. not backing down about my obama love when surrounded by rednecks. moving my tv to the basement. air in bicycle tires. purchase of bicycle chain to secure $400 investment to something sunk in or bolted to concrete slab. considering purchase of a new camera/laptop bag that will allow me to be a mobile artiste or a mugging target; not sure which. new consideration: mace & self defense class. (note to hugo: guns are too heavy.)

i watched earthlings on friday. I had been meaning to check it out for quite some time but since I am a chickenshit…i waited until the time was right. i cried. i dry heaved. i cleaned out the refrigerator. Not going to be a whole lot of fanfare or regular posting on this (like with the Vegan Challenge) but …that bug she done gone veeguhn agiyun.

things to get done to day…not necessarily in any order….

record video responses
shower
wash sheets
fold towels
run to store for fruit and veggies and ice
pick up wall-e tickets for 9:30 at the foothills
print obama blueprint for reading and studying
wrap up work on 2 projects
bathe doggies
frontline the doggies
start 2 new projects
pick up more margarita mix
omg why am i sitting here i have a ton of shit to do.

merry weekend everyone.


Jul 5 2008

you’re not really surprised

If I haven’t irritated you with this by now (which would be surprising), listen up.

Bug has plastered herself all OVAH the internet in the last few weeks. I would like to invite you to add me as a contact/friend/whatever on any of these services you happen to be into. Here we go.

Facebook

MySpace

Youtube

Twitter

Flickr

Technorati

Last.fm

Now I’m off to record some video responses. :)


Jun 26 2008

wobbly bar

i am watching my first episode of the gilmore girls and am incredibly amused by a tampon ad. the ad for playtex sport tampons featuring a gymnast. interesting choice since the prevalence of eating disorders are so high among female gymnasts that many of them don’t have periods. heh.


Jun 22 2008

passing me by

i don’t know what is going on with me, friends in the computer. wednesday i was 100% pumped to go to the UU this morning. by friday i was excited but hopeful. maybe i would meet someone there i knew. maybe i’d have a good time. maybe it wouldn’t be awkward and leave me feeling weird and disappointed.

somewhere around 2am this morning i decided that it would be best if i stayed at home and listened to UU sermons that were given a continent’s width away from me. they were safe. there were no wondering or judging eyes.

i guess in the end i was sad that i would have to experience, yet another thing, by myself. isn’t that weird? in a room full of people i see me as being by myself. always.

my first therapist told me that my perceptions were my problem and that my problems didn’t really exist. that’s a pretty shitty thing to say to a teenager that is suicidally depressed and enduring, what she understood to be, emotional and physical abuse.

so do you know what i did instead of getting to bed on time so i could go have myself a life experience? i wrote my recommended introductory letter to a therapist and i cried and i listened to more sermons. i did it until 7am. i slept until 12. did a tarot reading after a i showered. checked my LJ. realized i wouldn’t have been alone at all.

son of a b.

aside: i don’t know when the LJ crossposter got turned on. i don’t remember doing it. i might leave it on. i hate being so wishy washy. ok, fine. i’ll leave it on. hah. how’s that for decision making.

i’m really into jott, twitter, and facebook right now.

i was also depressed to learn yesterday that i couldn’t find a moveon.org bake sale within FIFTY miles of here. i am going to have to get more involved in the world.